Ryan and Colin throughout the years.
Crystal Castles at The Beacham, Orlando, Florida, April 16, 2013 Photo by Jim Hall © PrimitiveJim.com Do not modify or alter.
Always after midnight, I over think everything about you. Every flaw and every perfection you carried. Many times the pros out weigh the cons. Then I start to think how different I feel towards everything after you left. Things are dim and small amounts of sunshine actually leaks through into my brain. I guess you numbed me to things. I cant blame you for why I am the way I am. I just don’t understand how I spent three years caring, and opening up to you? Just to have you ruin a great thing in my life and then you up and leave. I guess I hate you, or I don’t feel anything towards anymore. I sometimes wish I never called you friend or allowed you to manipulate my mind. You were a poison to me and I cant detox.
Holla to finally being promoted at work. Tomorrow is my last day as a part timer. I will miss my journeys family, and Jules the most. But boom her comes the grown up life. Now maybe by the fall I can finally move out and live with my cats. Life right now is A+